s m i l e

the pressure

2011-10-29T15:22:00.004+07:00

I wanted to update, but my heart says no because it's privacy. You win again this time, heart. You have always won all this time.

Sun rise.

2011-10-09T10:50:00.003+07:00

Well, that was captured by me myself when I was on plane. Very awesome, isn't it?

I've always wanted to watch the sun rise. Just unfortunately, the stewardess came and asked me to shut the window because the other passengers were sleeping.

I still hope I would see sun rises one day later.

Blast before 17th

2011-09-25T13:52:00.003+07:00

I did say I don't wanna update anymore but things were so great last night.

I went out for dinner with my family. Right after that we went back home. Things were still ok then, until when they came and gave me the birthday blast.

before

after -____-

Thank you so much guys. loveeeeee <3

hours till my 17th, I'm not excited.

The End maybe.

2011-09-24T13:57:00.006+07:00

Let's just end this. This blog is no longer active.(for now)

Why :

not because I have nothing to tell, I have so much to. But time is just so unfriendly that I barely have time to go on browsing.

I'm afraid of people's judgement for what I have typed here.

When it comes to me having time to type, I have no idea what to type.

Personal problems are too much and I feel shy bragging about them here.

That's all. For now I'd like to end this with the Korea's Variety Show I've been watching lately : Running Man

that's it. Gonna be very busy after this. Assignments and exams are striking oh no.

What could make you feel better?

2011-07-31T18:09:00.004+07:00

When you are down, and there is no one you can possibly share to.

When all you have in mind, are too much and yet too hard to be told.

When you still fail no matter how hard you have tried to keep it.

Life is hard, yes. We have to stay strong, to live on.

So much love here

2011-07-31T12:24:00.007+07:00

So much getting into hair-do. lovess

xx

drool !!

2011-07-30T11:40:00.003+07:00

^^^ this one is so funny!! hahaah ^^^

pictures above are all from tumblr, omg i want all those!!!

good bye, bad ones.

2011-07-29T11:14:00.004+07:00

So, have finally had my haircut. Cut around 10 cm off, as if cutting off the bad memories. Please don't come back and haunt me anymore, memories. I have had enough.

Life has been pretty good and I'm thinking of waving white flag to everyone I've made mistakes to. It is already the last year of high school, approximately 8 months to us leaving school and start facing reality. I just do not hope for more people to hate me.

random.

So random

2011-07-16T21:44:00.005+07:00

I miss jessyca so so much !!

so gonna miss him!!

favorite picture <3<3

just posting random previous previous previous previous previous photos. teehehe

10 facts tagged from Anita Chang

2011-06-30T19:02:00.007+07:00

Hi. I was tagged about this '10 facts about me' from Anita Chang.

There are actually golden rules which are to jot down 10 facts about oneself, and to choose 10 other people to be tagged. But, I'm not sure I'm gonna tag 10 ppl. hehehe

So these are 10 facts about me :

1. I love my family (obvious one). I may be a bad daughter sometimes, and could also be a bad sister. But still, they are my priority number one.

2. I am a total sleepyhead. I can sleep no matter where I am. I once slept while my brother was taking me by a motorbike.

3. I have the passion in photography and posing.

4. Lack of self-confidence, I am. When it comes to people are about to capture me, I choose to run away, poof!

5. I have adored English ever since I was a little girl.

6. Not to be mean, but truth to be told, I dislike grammatical errors.

7. I am not pathetic, but I could sometimes had too much in mind and keep everything to myself. Not that I don't trust anyone, but sometimes people you trust could easily talk about you behind your back, and you'd just end up regretting that you've told her your problem.

8. I love singing although I'm not proud with my voice.

9. Love cute stuff, t o t h e c o r e

10. Often do the same mistakes over and over and over again.

Guess that's all. don't let your choice be your own disappointment.

back for good

2011-06-30T16:11:00.004+07:00

Hello, I'm back. For good. I know I haven't been updating for so long, but there have been a lot happening. And life was so screwed, then it got better. The circle is still the same.

One day you'll get yourself finding out that your life is almost screwed. The other time, people apologize and things got better, but that's still not the end of the story. It gets back to the screwing part. And that's how it goes.

As well as people get bored in something, I get bored with tumblr. I , I am more interested in blogger I guess.

So... maybe I would post some random pictures for the past few weeks I haven't been blogging. Nothing much :)

It was my sister's birthday last Monday. Go visit her blog >> here. I hope you'd like it :D

I've been watching Gossip Girl and Pretty Little Liars this holidays. I go nowhere for vacation but being a complete couch potato. But i had fun, though. So curious about what's happening next.

And oh yes! Thank you so much Man Of Nowhere for your comments, you inspired me.

That's so much I can say, I gotta go.

At long last...

2011-05-14T20:46:00.006+07:00

How have you guys been? :) As long as it's good, I'll be happy for you.

I have been crying like a baby, literally. I'm facing this stupid love life problem and it affects my friendships. Then I've been sharing a lot, with tears held. I tried to be strong, but I just couldn't.

I know, I kept on being so selfish. I blamed them, when there were actually no one should be.

And finally, a person enlighten me. She is right. I only cared about how I felt without thinking why it happened. She had made me realized what made everything turn this way. Yes, it's no one else but me myself. I blundered, I messed things up, I ruined everything. Thus, I deserve all these pain and hatred.

All these time, I haven't been good enough. I do think about how my best friends would feel about me, but I didn't do it well. I still hurt them. And now, one has been very disappointed in me. I know, my apologize won't be enough to pay anything, but I am really sorry.

Sigh. I don't know why I have a different point of view with a lot of people. Is it wrong when you do what you think is right, but is wrong in others' eyes? Is it wrong if you couldn't be what others want you to be? Is it wrong if you couldn't have the same feeling like others have in you? Is it wrong to expect more?

I am typing this whilst crying. I don't know if it happens to anyone reading my blog. But if I publish this post, will it be another mistake? If I change and be a better person now, will it be too late? If I end everything, will it be another regrets?

it's all my bad

unknown

2011-04-18T13:17:00.000+07:00

wooo, just saw my cbox. Yes, a lot of blogwalkers, but few of them are from a real blogger. kinda shocked.

h o l i d a y s

2011-04-18T11:27:00.005+07:00

Yay finally free from killing exams, phew. We're having holidays. Well, not literally cause tuitions still go on, but at least, F R E E E E. Though assignments are still a lot, holidays are to be enjoyed. ☺

I've finished two abundant homework and I think it's 4 left? Will finish it asap and be free from assignment's torment!

Challenge in life(again)

2011-04-01T19:47:00.003+07:00

These days have been so bad. Literally, so bad.

One is a friend from playgroup. Another is a sharing friend. How should I say this, um frankly, I feel like they're avoiding me. Alright, maybe I was annoying sometimes, but it was because you annoyed me. I've tried soooo hard being nice to everyone, I really have. And I'm a lot nicer to the people I like, believe it or not. But, being treated the way they treated me, I got so pissed. ~~I REALLY GOT SO PISSED~~. It's like I consider them as bestfriends but they don't.

I've been thinking, and these are all I realized

I am emotional, I easily get angry.
I am sensitive.
I get used to thinking too much.
When I am mad, I can never stop
I keep quiet when I have no mood, I don't share

Now that I have realized, I get it, I will try hard to change. For now, I just wanna go on. If they really want this, I'll take that as a part of challenges in life. I wish they could understand how I feel and reckon about how they have done to me instead of putting all the blames on me.

Check it out :)

2011-03-26T23:02:00.002+07:00

Check it out, finally finished my tumblr :D

Go to tumblr

xx

Earth Hour

2011-03-26T20:06:00.004+07:00

Yes, Earth Hour starts today from 830 pm to 930 pm. I'm not gonna say that I switched off everything in my house. Yes, I didn't. At least I switched off all the not-being-used lights. It counts, right?
Using Steven's laptop. His desktop's background is c-u-t-e

xx

tumblr

2011-03-20T16:07:00.002+07:00

Have finally edited my tumblr. ~~Under construction~~ :p

Um, seriously bewildered. Have clearly n o idea how to put themes there. Been struggling for hours in front of computer but still, don't know how to customize the theme. Too complicated to be true. Blogger is wayyyy more easier. What I like there, is that we could reblog anything we like without worrying others saying us copycat.

the blog

2011-03-19T22:10:00.003+07:00

It's so obvious, no one views the blog :p it should have been brought to life since a long time ago. Is it the blogger has run out of users? Nope. The fact is, nobody view my blog :p

Anyway, I'm so sure you all know tumblr. Lots of my friends created an account. I have one, I made it years ago, and I really don't know how to use it. Could anyone tell me how to? :S

School is starting in t w o freaking days. Heellooo, I really have NO idea why holidays seem so fast. I've procrastinated a lot, and hence I need to toil for the rest of my holidays. Please be friendly, dear brain.

Danboard

2011-03-12T12:17:00.010+07:00

So, last Wednesday we (Ardianto Anita Yolanda Wynne and I) went to Nuovi's house. We made Danboard, you know, the cutest hand made paper craft ever. But the difference, it's in blue. It really needs patience. You will never finish it if you run out of patience. I'm so glad mine is done though it's not so good.

How was it? :)

It's holidays week by the way. Well, at least for us. For the 3rd graders, it's their exams' week. Good luck all the third graders.

xx

Things I should change

2011-03-06T15:18:00.006+07:00

Hello March ☺

Recently I've been thinking about hatred. I know for sure, there are people who hates me out there. i am just so sure with this.

So I made a conclusion like this :

Why A hates B? Because B is being so annoying.

Then goes to, why people hate me? because I am being so annoying.

Still, why annoying? Could be because I talked about others too much or could be because what I've said to others have unintentionally hurt them. Make sense so far?

To make this short, all these end up with resolutions ; the things I should change :

• Stop talking about others too much

You know what I mean, don't you? Sometimes what we don't think before we speak, and that's not good. Spontaneous critics are not so good in some occasions. So I had better think more before I speak, be wiser. You should do too :)

• Do not judge

Why? Because nobody likes to be judged. Not even me. This can be not fair but this should be better.

• Be nice to everyone

I'm not being hypocrite and saying that I hate no one. Well, there's a classmate of mine, I loathe him tehehe. But there are reasons why I do, because I am not the only person who does.

For the others whom I've had some brawls with, I don't detest them. I just pretend like I don't know them and everything's cool.

But I'm still looking forward to an opportunity to be friends with them back, living in peace is all everyone wants, right?

first post in 2011

2011-02-20T15:16:00.009+07:00

So, this is my first post in 2011 eh? yeah, the same reason, low internet quality, been using smart and it sucks. Stopped using speedy and kinda regret. Well, let's move

Went to Max's birthday party, met his relatives, especially his nieces and nephews, they're all so cute and adorable. ♥ My favorite : Keiko

I don't know why my camera has been sucking up, it really gets my nerves on! Maybe it's because of the fix lens I'm using instead of my 18-55mm lens. Have I told you it's broken? And I don't have the courage to ask buying a new one :\

Ah! I went out for dinner on Valentine's night with my sister Jessyca Baby Natalia Ms.Leli Ms.Herlina Sir Tony and Sir Taufik at Spaggedies. Later that night, some of my classmates came.
Took some pictures and most of them were blur :|

much loves ♥
xx

New Year 2011

2010-12-31T12:29:00.004+07:00

It's so late to greet you guys a
"M e r r y C h r i s t m a s"
It's 31st December, where are you guys going? I am not sure yet, but I think my friends and I are gathering tonight? Umm, not sure. It's been a week I'm here (xmas and sunday not count) and time yes flew so fast, God. Tomorrow is New Year, welcoming 2011 :) and the next day is 2nd January. School starts on 7th January and I'm not excited. I haven't had the real holidays, you know. What worse, stupid physics should be submitted to Mr. Samar on the 7th. Physics exam awaits on 14th January. Yep, a week after school starts, marvelous I know. Grrr

It's less than 12 hours to New Year, New Year's resolution? A lot. Mmm, maybe I''ll keep it in private? :$
I wish you every laughter and joy along and a great year ahead.
Happy New Year's Eve ya'll

Christmas is here again

2010-12-24T08:46:00.003+07:00

Christmas is so close. Less than 24 hours to go and am I excited? No idea now.
I've been so out of cyber world and that sucks, you know. Am now using dad's office internet since I'll be here for my the rest of my holidays -.- Dad and Mom will be back on 5th Jan, which means I'll be here till then
Been browsing for interior design's pictures oh gosh I'm in love. I have pictures of my dream house <3
back to work now byee x

ily guys! ♥

2010-09-26T21:54:00.006+07:00

Again, I have told you it's my birthday today. Happy birthday to me! Has been a great day, it's my first birthday surprise ever since I was 1. And it was seriously my first time feeling this undoubtedy grateful feeling. Yes, I have moved on! This is my life now ; my new chapter of life. I'm so incredibly happy having friendss like you guys and a boyfriend like you. You guys made my day. I love you all ♥

-Thank you Garry for calling, I always love it when we call :)

So the next morning, I was extremely embarrassed! They (Vincent, Melvin, Max, Sylvia, Handi, & Ivonike) saw me sleeping! Must be a very ugly of me -.- But still,

-Thank you for the intention, for the cake, for the flour and the eggs all over me, the presents, the laughters, & the jokes you guys brought along, I bet, this 16th birthday is gonna be the ones I could never forget. I love you!

-Thank you to Jessyca Wang for calling me, and sang me a happy birthday song, from Singapore. I was so touched. Can't wait till you come home.

-Thank you to Christin Bustandi, for posting me on your blog. ily :* (click here)

Last but not least

-Thank you for all the greetings! :D

Good night ya'all, have a sweet dreams (:

16th (:

2010-09-25T23:57:00.008+07:00

Hey there! So, it's my sixteenth birthday and I am happy!

I just wanna say thank you so much to everyone for the greetings :) much appreciated :')

And guess what, I'm in a call, catch you on later. xx

This is gonna be long

2010-09-15T18:14:00.015+07:00

Oh, it's two days to school, and my stupid internet connection just won't work for the whole holidays. I'm using my brother's, since he is out for work. :) Finally got time to blog, this post is gonna rock it!

First day of holiday, Thursday, 9th September, went to Graha Methodist to do some rehearsal for the singing stuffs.

it looks like I've got lots of hair, it's lying! Hahaha.

Here we found a room with huge mirrors all over it, ended up took bunch of pictures.

this one doesn't look like it's me -.-

11 September, Saturday, reunion with Erni and Linda and we watched Tekken, Jon Foo is awesome, such a cutie and hottie. ;) You can't blame we girls, we watch movie and love the handsome hotties. :D
And that's all for the day. Should have posted more if only I blog right after the show. :|
Last Monday, 13 September went to Graha for another rehearsal,
asked for excuses to leave earlier. Met Axel on the airport, had a short goodbye.

P.S. picture's taken on the hotel, there's no way our airport is gonna be this cool

Then headed to KFC near airport, had my lunch along with Sylvia and Valenz, ended up going to his house, spent quite a long time. Borrowed some novel in cartoons, "Diary of a Wimpy Kid" It's great, I love it! :D
Again, had some pictures.

if only I could drive...

Sylvia and I seldom take pictures together, but we both don't know why, we do now. :D

14 September, ♥ I love 14th!
Gone for swimming with Nuovi and Max, too bad my camera runs out of battery that I didn't bring along, I thought Nuovi's gonna take, but she didn't, sooo we didn't have pictures.
The weather was really hot and to make a long story short, I got my skin burnt. :| hope it'll get better real soon. ;)

I hate sick

2010-09-04T15:53:00.002+07:00

:/ begin the post with a sigh.. I'm typing this with my hands shaking, I can't type well, sigh.
I'm sick and exhausted. Early September hasn't been great to me at all. :(
Having your old disease back isn't my so-called #septemberwish. I want to be extra healthy, eat anything I want to eat, like I used to be these few years. I don't want my old times back, I really don't want to.
Right after I'm done with this, I'm not gonna stay awake till 1 or 2 anymore. Mom and Dad are gonna be extra strict to me. And oh! No more i n d o m i e. Mom really forbids me eating them again.

I really need to learn taking care of myself
Stephanie Candra ♥

Tons of luck, XI Science 5

2010-08-29T11:17:00.001+07:00

You know our class is on a rehearsal to something like choir, oh just hope for the best to happen ;)
else than this, I don't know what to type, my life is being so so. not too much.
Lastly, I want great marks. ☺ toodles

Stephanie Candra ♥

Im sorry Jessyca

2010-08-22T21:46:00.000+07:00

Feel bad, really. Can't make it to Jessyca's.
Good luck with your studies there, Jess. I love you.

memories

2010-08-19T20:49:00.005+07:00

Jessyca is leaving on the 24th. I'm gonna miss her so much, not only me, but Baby and Janice will do too. We are best friends, we knew each other from tuition.
We always shared about e v e r y t h i n g. Since the class was only twice a week, once we shared, it'll be huge and the class was always noisy when the four of us in.
She just asked us to make her a thing like scrapbook, but because Baby is busy and so is Janice, we can't make it as one *sigh* :( And after all the things, now she's leaving and I just found out, it's been really long we don't take pictures. We've got only some pictures together.
These are some of the pictures I found on facebook, (perhaps a year to 2 years ago)

When we made her 18th surprise party, I'll never forget that she was really shocked and hugged me, Baby and Janice.
When we made Sir Andrie's surprise party
Last but not least, this one,
the words "best friend" (supposed to be best friendS) there, I mean it.

2 years later, it's Sylvia's turn to leave sigh
Stephanie Candra ♥

Happy Independence Day :)

2010-08-17T15:02:00.000+07:00

Oh well today is holiday, and yet I'm being a sleepyhead.
Got assignments, and things, to be done but I don't feel like doing them. you know, school stuffs. b-o-r-i-n-g
By the way it's 17th August today, Indonesia's independence day.

Happy Independence Day Indonesia,

Our school held a competition to celebrate. Unfortunately, my class can't make it. Maybe next year :)

we need more holidays oh
Stephanie Candra ♥

Do not judge by cover

2010-08-13T22:32:00.005+07:00

Here you are! ☺
Hello, I switched on the computer and kinda pissed off. Brother changed the keyboard before, yes this is still okay. But know he changed the mouse too. Hell this one is a real pain in the ass!
Well first thing gone, I opened my twitter account, saw somebody on my timeline and feel like being copied. Not necessary copying only mine, but then the others are too. Errr I was like, "Is that necessary?" Okay I know it's your right, but can't you just ugh! you're so fake! First I thought you were nice and ended up into not at all. You really can't judge a book by it's cover!

And here, this morning was so empty without you, up to tonight. You got tasks to do.
Else I know, you would rarely be around. Days ahead would be busier, am I right? :/
I can do this, I believe. We can go through this. together.
See you too on Christmas. xx
there is picture, judge me through picture. :b

I hate my uncontrolable minds. I hate being thrown into my own thoughts.
Stephanie Candra ♥

This is not good!

2010-08-12T01:42:00.002+07:00

It's 1:45 AM okay and I'm not off to bed, this sucks. I was sleepy, but I didn't went to bed right away, and now here I am, sitting in front of computer, doing unnecessary thing, reading people's blog, music playing. Ugh :/ this is not good. at all!
If it happen to mom come out from room, & saw me typing, yes, Imma dead meat.

So, tomorrow is his first day of college. umm no, it's his "ospek" day. I hope everything goes well.
Goodluck! :D ♥

I'm so touched, he mean everything he has said. :') goodnight
Stephanie Candra ♥

137 days to Christmas

2010-08-10T13:27:00.010+07:00

Hello.
It's 47 days to my birthday and 137 days to Christmas.
Yes, I'm waiting for somebody to come back on Christmas. He promised to be my Santa :) I never be really excited for Christmas, cause you know, Christmas here in Indonesia is not like Christmas out there. Let's say, Home Alone the movie. But now, yes I am excited.
Christmas in my imagination is like :
◘ There, in a room, is a Christmas tree with all the beautiful decorations and the presents below.
◘ Outside, the snows are falling
◘ Kids are making Snowman, with eyes and carrot as the nose
◘ All the people are wearing scarfs and jackets.
◘ Christmas songs all over.
But that doesn't happen here in Indonesia since our climate here is tropical which means, snow is impossible. :(

And oh, hello Mr. Santa ♥ You must be this cute when you come back! Teehehehe
Mr. Santa, knock knock ☺
Stephanie Candra ♥

disaster

2010-08-06T21:01:00.003+07:00

peekaboo ♥, miss me? nah i think it's a no.
Gah I live without my BlackBerry and that sucks. yes, I got another "good" phone to replace, but sigh BlackBerry is like, you could say, a part of me. I could never stop typing good things there, it's been 3 days ugh brother please bring it home fastt. Should have asked daddy to do the upgrade things instead of brother. -____- I made wrong decision ugh this is not good
Holidays is starting from I think err this Monday, I'm ready, but... uh oh, not for the exams right after the holidays, which refers to studying days instead of holidays. Gonna spend the holiday doing physics or as I often say, physucks and Math.
Tuitions will still go on, I got into CEF from August. CEF stands for Cindy's English Foundation. Miss Cindy is a really friendly teacher. This will be good. I'm really sucks at IELTS, for real, Miss please make me good thankyou :)

school life sucks
Stephanie Candra ♥

I MISS YOU

2010-07-22T00:18:00.003+07:00

Hello loves.
I feel so blue nowadays, and I got no idea at all. Everything just reminds me of you and I got no idea how to get the rid off.
School days are great so far, homeworks are tons, some teachers are just unlovable (read : annoying) but I shouldn't whine. Life's good.

I know this is stupid, but I miss you too much :(
Stephanie Candra ♥

High School Life

2010-07-15T21:05:00.004+07:00

High school's life could be the best of your life. I mean, it's 3 years and you got to use it right!
You might found out who hates you to hell, or who had a crush on you, secret admires, and else. It's a lot and unexpected.
I'm officially the 11th graders from yesterday. I remembered posting about officially being the 10th graders and now I'm the 11th. That's quick.
My class, I'm sure it'd be another great one. Even some guys moved out, some nice ones :( I hope it'll still be the same ; be the class I love to the deepest of my heart, the class which brings jokes, laughters, & tears altogether. I love my classmates ♥.
Homeworks are coming by & so are exams.

Time flew really fast & you don't really have to give a huge damn ;)
Stephanie Candra ♥

Spain ♥

2010-07-12T21:53:00.008+07:00

Okay, the FIFA World Cup things is over. I have spent a lot of restless days watching them. The final was yesterday, and I actually held Netherlands, since Spain has defeated Germany. But Spain won the match, and hell to the yeah, they deserve it.
I'm in love with Iker Casillas, the Spain's keeper. He's awesome and he's hot ♥ even when he cried, I mean happy-for-winning-the-match crying.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

And else, Fabregas, he's cute and what I heard from my friends, he's young, isn't he?

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Last but not least, Jesus Navas ♥
I have never heard of him before (cause I was not into ball at all) until the final yesterday, I saw him, his eyes are just a m a z i n g, yet it kinda scary. :S

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

School is starting in 2 days, and I am N O T ready. My bookdrobe (wardrobe for books) is a real mess. And I have no idea how long it gonna take to do the rearrangement. School must be exciting, but we students hate exams. They annoy us.

balls ain't that bad, try to seek what you like in it. ;)
Stephanie Candra ♥

Knight&Day

2010-07-10T22:12:00.007+07:00

Here are SOME pictures we took ;) narcism is a part of us perhaps. But I am not that good, I often feel shy as soon as a camera was about to capture me. Should learn to be better :)

Angeline & Angella
Angeline & me
Janice & me
Me, Janice, Angeline, Angella

Me & Angella

So, we watched Knight and Day, the movie was fabulous, you guys should really watch, I enjoyed it so much. Now I know my favorite type of movie, it's action. *smiling widely*

days would be really nice when you spend it with friends ;)
Stephanie Candra ♥

Toy Story 3

2010-07-08T00:33:00.006+07:00

Hello :)
I am madly in love with Toy Story. I first watched the 3rd, and I just love it all in sudden. And I decide to watch the 1st and 2nd. Amazing. The movies make me love my toys more, no I mean like, I wish they are really alive. That they fight hard to get my attention, they do not give up on me, that is so touchy :')
So I searched google & Photbucket, and I decided to post it on blog.
Anyone knows where to find Sheriff Woody? He is charming, isn't he?

Andy.

Woody & Buzz, best bud!

this is my favorite! ♥

I went out today with Angella, my sister, Angeline, Angella's best friend & Janice, Angeline's sister.
That is all, it is late. Almost 1, I gotta get ready for the match. German vs Spain.
tell you about today & share the pictures tomorrow :)

why dont you love your toys? They might be alive. ;)
StephanieCandra♥

English

2010-07-06T09:59:00.007+07:00

Hello again everyone.
Gosh I am extra exhausted. It is 10 AM now - I slept at 2 in the morning texting my best friend the whole night sharing - and I was waken up at 8, nah not even 8 for breakfast.
I was planning to have another nap right after my bath, but I have not taken my bath, not being such a swelling lazy pig, I just really feel like blogging before bath.

So, I went out yesterday with my ex. Cause you know, even he is my ex, he came back from Jakarta for holiday. We may still go out, right? It is good to know he is alright. And yeah as usual, my parents keep calling me can't-stop-going-out-girl, since, you know, I am the only child who mostly go out with friends at home. My older brother mostly stay at home (that what makes us all turn the same on holidays), my sister rarely goes out with her friends, not because she does not want to, but she can not. And it was quite a time she went out with her best friend, Angeline. We are planning to go out again tomorrow, yeah call me a go-out-freak.

Oh I just viewed someone's blog before I typed. Her blog is just awesome, no I mean her life. What she typed is all about her life and I love that type of blog. And oh her pictures too :)
I really wish I could study overseas, I am gonna be really serious on English, read more, know more vocabs. My vocab is a mess. note that :(
And about the job, until today I have not got any calls from IEC. I am really worry actually. But my sister keep saying that I will be accepted. Actually my point of being teacher there is only about gaining experiences. I am young, I want people to see me as a mature girl not as a girl who can do nothing & hope for miracles to come true.
Okay I should stop typing, you guys might be real bored reading. But thanks for passing by, I will maybe leave a tagboard, but I am not sure :X what do you think

Stop writing & typing, do what you want to do, have fun!
Stephanie Candra♥

Job Applying

2010-07-03T17:36:00.003+07:00

Hello :)
Really in mood for blogging nowadays , is it a good thing? hehehe
I just applied for a job as maybe an English teacher's assistant on IEC, besides I have just graduated Step 10 there, it is not bad having a part-time job this young, am I right?
I am waiting for a phone call from IEC for things like interview, I know, I will be superb nervous. Wish for me! *smiling real wide*

Yes, there is a thing, I have just changed blog's background. What do you think? I feel a little bit more mature this way. And there is no more tagboard, maybe just leave some comments? Hehe.
That is all for now, catch you on later ♥

Stephanie Candra♥

barbeque

2010-07-02T21:33:00.009+07:00

29th June, we had barbeque at my place. We had lottsa fun, can not deny it. The fun was not on the barbeque. But, being together with your bestfriends whole night was the best part EVER. you may try yourself :D
To be honest, it was my first bbq with friends, cause my mom never allows me to have sleep over at my friend's. So we made it at my place.
We had bbq till 11 sth, nearly 12. And we went downstairs, switched off the lights and watched 'The Uninvited' together. Some can not stay awake, they went & slept. Some just can not sleep, awake till the morning.
5 out of 11 went for early breakfast. At the nearest KFC :D and imagine, Sylvia & I were wearing sleeping suits. We do not wear something like pajamas, that (on the pictures) is our sleeping suit. I hope I could just do sleep over at my friends' someday.

l

That's all the pictures, I just LOVE rocking day ♥

Stephanie Candra♥

memorable :)

2010-06-21T20:25:00.009+07:00

Now I am in real mood for blogging :) teehee, perhaps showing pictures will talk everything.
I hung out with IEC mates yesterday, Baby, Janice, Madeline, Levina, Wewin, Elvina & Sir Andrie . there were 8 of us, going for lunch together. Planned to watch Sex and the City 2, the 7th of us - Wewin were not joining - but my bad, i asked Baby to buy 6 tickets, I miscounted and i felt so sorry because at last Sir Andrie did not join us watching. So it was just the 6 of us, all girls, watching. :) We rock the theater we laughed out so loud. The movie was stunning.
I wish I could somehow be a little bit like Carrie, she is fabulous and she writes book.
I feel really satisfied bringing my camera along, Sir is good in taking pictures.

more pictures on facebook. ;) a really nice day, planning for another rocking nice day :D
toodles people.

Stephanie Candra♥

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

2010-06-20T01:19:00.005+07:00

how long has it been since the last time i blogged? it's been really long. i actually got a lot of things to share here, but too late, twitter took first place.
if you paid attention on my profile, for the people who know me will know what changed there. sigh :/
recently i have made a lot of sigh. starting from boring holiday, boring weekend, parents who don't allow me to go for BBQ, and else.
Do you know how the heartbroken girls feel? Oh, you guys won't know.

Oh yes. It's 20th June today, it's almost 2 in the morning but I just do not feel sleepy. And it is Father's Day today

♥ HAPPY FATHER'S DAY ♥

Stephanie Candra♥

back to blog

2010-05-19T20:57:00.004+07:00

as Medelin's asked me before. here i am updating my simple yet not fun blog.

i don't know what to update, cause i've filled everything to twitter. yeah, it's nicer there, but however, i should less tweeting. I mean, nowadays i use twitter as the place to share. And somehow i realized that it is wrong. It's not a place to share. Filling everything there got the same meaning as sharing to the whole word, (exaggerate some)

Have finished some exams, and got semester to go. Should be serious on Math Physics and Biology.
Gotta go, see you! Share some pictures later on. :)

Stephanie Candra♥

DESPOO

2010-03-15T00:36:00.003+07:00

i have been through a lot of conditions and situations.
hence, i have learned a lot. i am glad to be tough girl cause nobody will be worry for me.
more people are dealing with twitter right now, we owe blackberry now! :p

i'm in the 10th grade now and you have no idea how fast time passes.
thinking for my college, mom doesn't allow me study overseas. =( just wish that she'd change her mind. wish for me, please?
i don't even know what academic field i'm going to enter. ART . but i'm not really good at it :(
lots of people nowadays take art, don't they? well, I am thinking of taking business instead.
i'm even more desperate that he's going to leave by next year! : (

anyway, yesterday was white day
HAPPY WHITE DAY : )

Stephanie Candra♥

surprise party

2010-03-04T22:28:00.006+07:00

miss fransiska . me . sir andrie . JESSYCA . janice . baby

jessyca ft. angella candra
BIRTHDAY GIRL - 2ND MARCH

thats what he wrote on BBM. :p

BIRTHDAY TEACHER - 3RD MARCH , celebrated 4th March

HELLO !

i know i'm like saying hello to myself you know,, i mean nobody is viewing my blog.

i was so damn bad mood today and i don't know why.

part of the day that i loved the most of today are

FIRST, at school, when me and some mates watched 'Paranormal Activity 1' yeahh, we didn't really watch the whole things. we skipped most of it to the night.

SECOND. at course, 10 last minutes was the best! we asked for permission and we went to the other class which Sir Andrie was teaching.

it was his birthday YESTERDAY and, you know we were giving him a little late surprise. but he was happy.

two days ago, it was jessyca's birthday AND we did give him some little surprise. that was fun , cream-fight happened at the moment.

what made me really mad was computer lab . grrr. i don't even want to think about it anymore!

okay, i reckon that i've told the whole things.

see you!

Stephanie Candra♥

HELLO BLOGGIE

2010-01-31T20:03:00.005+07:00

photosharing.

and it's not arranged. enjoy! :D

today, with brother :D

it is for my drawing. still need to draw batik there. and do some repair.

today, with Angella Candra

it has been a century since the last time i got this blog updated. HAHA.

i'm so so so lazy of blogging recently. internet works really slow ,and yeah, i can't update through mobile phone :(

February is coming by 3 hours later. i need a lot of #februarywish

anyway, i made a formspring account yesterday. try to open! :)

http://formspring.me/stephaniecandra

you may ask me anything there :D

Stephanie Candra♥

Happy New Year :*

2010-01-02T10:09:00.002+07:00

HAPPY 2010!

can't believe that it is 2010 now. and today is the 3rd when i get this updated.

i was trying to update through phone. but i can type nothing but labels and title.

2009 has been a very tiring yet fun year ,right?

i learned lot of thingss! and i'm pretty satisfied about it. especially for my exams result. they're soo hell satisfying! a lot different with my juniors'.

got a lot of new year resolutions ,but got no time to type them here. :(

holidays are going to end soon ; very soonn. in a blink of eyes ,i've got to wake up at 5 arrived school ,study etc.

just wish that i can understand my physics in a blink of eyes either . *sad

gotta goo. syaa!

Stephanie Candra♥

new year's eve

2009-12-30T18:35:00.004+07:00

where are you guys going for new year's eve?
i just wish that i can be like my friends, going to something like bbq party.
spending new year's eve with friends.
but maybe it's just not the time yet.

2 more days , 2009 will pass and we will welcome 2010.
say thanks to everyone who makes you smile on 2009. face new year with smile .

Stephanie Candra♥

Merry Christmas

2009-12-27T13:26:00.002+07:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

i know it's 27 today.
but i just don't wanna miss to say it :)
these days i have been so busy on my work. and i got no time to spend with friends.
but soon, i will.
goodbye blog :D

StephanieCandra

pictures

2009-12-18T16:23:00.003+07:00

hey! wanna show you pictures my friend edited.
these are the original pictures.

and 2 of these below are edited by RibkaPriskila.
she's very good in editing pictures! :)

stephaniecandra

audition

2009-12-17T14:18:00.005+07:00

audition, i totally do miss you!
it had been a very long time i didn't play it, okay, my character was banned or so whatever. now i'm playing sister's. she's not playing anymore. retire perhaps. :D
hell i've been waiting this patching things for so long, so please work out fast :)

almost forget.
today i went to school for school got Christmas Party.
it's quite boring there :(
i just wish to have wonderful christmass one day : )

has been quite active on twitter :DD
http://twitter.com/StephanieCandra
do follow ,

skin

2009-12-15T19:50:00.005+07:00

i'm thinking about changing my blog skin.
because, according to Garry Christofel, my blog had been things kinda like error.

yesterday was Monday ; and 14! we went to school. and what i was so happy about yesterday that we didn't study at all. we spent 5 lessons discussing about *creatures* u get it? :D
and yeah, it was interesting yet scaryy!

i'm absolutely lazy to upload pictures now. cause i'm not really into blog like i used to be. i feel bored. but i don't want to shut this blog down.
cause this blog got its own memories. and i know that one day, when i have nearly forgotten everything, i can type "www.stephaniecandra.blogspot.com" and i'm sure,, i'm going to smile widely when i switch my computer off.

thanks to all my friends. i completely need you guys in my life. can't imagine if you guys were not there by my side when i needed. :( especially you, my best bud :)

shut this blog down

2009-12-06T12:33:00.005+07:00

i've been thinking for quite a moment.

blog has been so boring lately.

lot of newcomers came by, and it turned into nothing special on this so-called blog.

my sister has shut hers down, should i shut mine?

new pictures have been uploaded into my facebook,

ahh! i know what to tell.

i have passed my examinations week. and so far, i passed all of them. :)

next week , i'm going to school, doing the olimpiade for english.

wish me luck dude!

sya.

i've been updating my twitters quite occasionally , follow me .

http://twitter.com/StephanieCandra

StephanieCandra*

all nonimportant things.

2009-10-31T21:12:00.002+07:00

okay. those WERE pictures i've uploaded long long time ago. but due to black out, i was not able to publish this post.

my blog is so dead now. i know it, i really do.

however, i can do nothing with it. i feel like shutting it down, but im sure i'll miss this bloggie.

so perhaps, i'll try to publish new post as many as possible.

yesterday was 14th, i had my reunion.

about 10 people didn't appear. *sad*

last week, i went to sylvia's birthday party. fun!

goat, now i really dont know what more to sayy.

another exams are coming, and im gonna face mid term test.

hope i can do it all well, okay? thanks! :D

follow me on twitter,

http://twitter.com/StephanieCandra

StephanieCandra*

NEW HAIRCUT !

2009-10-11T08:52:00.003+07:00

wiriyan, crazy friend of mine.
pictures taken by : Christin Bustandi♥

i have had my new haircut and i think it's horrible!
it's not this lack before. and now i feel , i'm lack of hair!
i hate seeing my hair on the floor! i want my hair back !

this is how my hair usually look like :

and now, it appears into this :

actually , i mean to cut ONLY my bangs, a little bit of my back hair.
but HE changed it into this way. i feel so-not-confident now.
do give me comment about my hair. about the change. thankyou :)

i realize, now i update my blog once a week, isn't it right?
so dead!

StephanieCandra*

welcome dead blog

2009-10-04T10:59:00.003+07:00

yeah, i know i haven't been updating my blog for weeks.
nobody was visiting , though. lol.
my mom doesn't really let me go online now. besides, month of exams have come.
physics gonna be the first and it's difficult. OMG.

i've got my report card . i'm satisfied with my marks. (:
but i'm not sure that i can do the same this term. i want it better. so, by not spending my time going online, i can learn more. lol.

have fun , everyone! :)

StephanieCandra*

StephanieCandra , AngellaCandra , RibkaPriskila

2009-09-24T13:08:00.009+07:00

find more at facebook :)

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2026192&id=1582845544&page=3#/album.php?aid=2026192&id=1582845544

and still, please vote for Barbie :)
http://ulzzang-s.tk/

StephanieCandra*

oh im so lazy.

2009-09-22T22:13:00.004+07:00

im finally back to my home sweet home.

lots of pictures to share. but i think, gonna share more on fb, because my sister had uploaded some of them on her blog. www.angellacandra.blogspot.com [click to visit]
and it took hours. besides, im so lazy to resize those pictures.
gonna upload them tomorrow then :)

here is a link : http://ulzzang-s.tk/
click to visit it, and please vote for Barbie Zhang .
thankyou. :)

StephanieCandra*

introducing : Republik Ketombe

2009-09-17T21:47:00.002+07:00

my sister, going to car. flood!

so, both of those pictures above, are the ministers of RepublikKetombe. nice, huh? lol. it's my class' DIY. HAHA.
and those two above were taken in IEC. it's going to be Mr. Adam's last time of teaching us. :(

M2C's birthday ! :D

2009-09-13T10:49:00.006+07:00

i am so ugly in all of those pictures above! i want to have new haircut !

those pictures were taken when we were celebrating M2C's birthday. EO made costume-by-newspaper competition. it's fun, my division got nothing but a mini scissors.
some clue, our group's costume were the pocong one. lmao. funny!

anw, i was in my brother's room yesterday, and it suddenly passed on my mind, that i want to have my own room.
but i know, it's still impossible and i still love our room.
imagining about having my own room, which fulfil what i've always wanted, it's such a happiness ((:

StephanieCandra*

boring but lil bit fun.

2009-09-10T19:46:00.003+07:00

nothing's special today.
home. school. english bimbinganbelajar, (read : bimbel). computer lab. english tuition. HOME SWEET HOME.
i was soo panic after i had arrived my english tuition, the speaking test has begun! and i haven't made the preparation. it takes 4 out of 20! i did it asap, and i didn't make a very good score :(
16 out of 20. *sad*
but i've promised to myself that i'll make a better score next time. i have to! lol.
learned about hedging and negative & limiting adverbials. i don't really get what my teacher taught about negative & limiting adverbials. but he said that it is not really a grammar, it's just to make your writing better. so i think it'll be fine :)

StephanieCandra*

BFF (:

2009-09-09T21:15:00.003+07:00

BESTFRIEND! ♥

mamak mamak style. lol.

still, homeworks are killing me!
i've got no idea what to say here. my life's sucks. lol.
visit her blog : Petite Barbie. very nice blog! bet you won't regret. (:

StephanieCandra*

physics' HW

2009-09-08T21:26:00.003+07:00

physics teacher is driving me crazy! he keep on giving homeworks! a piece of fotocopy's questions. and today, he gave us another more. then he asked us to write some from book, and do another more homeworks.
help mee! SOS.

StephanieCandra*

newbie

2009-09-06T15:55:00.003+07:00

i'm a newbie and learning to use this stuff. lol.
nothing much to say about my day, they're sucks and i hate it.
i have my last exam tomorrow but i still going online and i still need to finish my assignment. so, goodbye blog! :D

StephanieCandra*

brother's pictures.

2009-09-05T22:34:00.004+07:00

this one above is my favourite. ♥

*some pictures taken by my brother*

today i went to watch Final Destination 4 and G.I.Joe. nice movie - both of them. if you go and watch, i bet you won't regret. :)

i've got my earlier birthday present from my brother and i love it a lot! :D
big thanks to my brother StephanieCandra*

welcome september

2009-09-04T20:45:00.004+07:00

*pictures taken for fun*

Welcome September, time pass by so fast, eh?
it's 4th September today.
i may say that exams are over. but then, i have one more exam waiting, and it's my last exam for my first exams.
i should share what i had , right? i've got bad marks. for my teacher - form teacher - it's like flowers on the park. you get it? it means red marks on my report card.
my score for physics is 34. my teacher said that 1 question worth 10 marks. then, there are 5 questions . so maximum score must be 50. hmm, 34 isn't that bad, huh? teacher said that i'm unlucky because i can't finish the 5th question. yeah! i'm a dumb. time weren't enought that time , and i hate when time isn't enough while i am having exam. :(

i've got tons of problem. TONS! and i have one that i keep on thinking nowadays and it sucks. it stopped my brain , it makes me feel empty. And it worth to be missed.

3 weeks from now, im going to be 15.
StephanieCandra*

cu next time , miss.

2009-08-30T21:32:00.006+07:00

high heels. lol.

Christin Bustandi

feat monica eteng :)

Miss Becky's last day of teaching us. snap some pictures which was actually not allowed. :p
guess where Miss Becky is. :D

StephanieCandra*

Peter and Tina

2009-08-30T21:28:00.000+07:00

Peter dan Tina sedang duduk bersama di taman kampus tanpa melakukan apapun, hanya memandang langit sementara sahabat-sahabat mereka sedang asik bercanda ria dengan kekasih mereka masing-masing.

Tina: "Duh bosen banget. Aku harap aku juga punya pacar yang bisa berbagi waktu denganku."

Peter: "Kayaknya cuma tinggal kita berdua deh yang jomblo. cuma kita berdua saja yang tidak punya pasangan sekarang." (keduanya mengeluh dan berdiam beberapa saat)

Tina: "Kayaknya aku ada ide bagus deh. kita adakan permainan yuk?"
Peter: "Eh? permainan apaan?"

Tina: "Eng... gampang sih permainannya. Kamu jadi pacarku dan aku jadi
pacarmu tapi hanya untuk 100 hari saja. gimana menurutmu?"

Peter: "Baiklah.... lagian aku juga gada rencana apa-apa untuk beberapa bulan ke depan."

Tina: "Kok kayaknya kamu gak terlalu niat ya... semangat dong! hari ini akan jadi hari pertama kita kencan. Mau jalan-jalan kemana nih?"

Peter: "Gimana kalo kita nonton saja? Kalo gak salah film The Troy lagi maen deh. katanya film itu bagus"

Tina: "OK dech.... Yuk kita pergi sekarang. tar pulang nonton kita ke
karaoke ya... ajak aja adik kamu sama pacarnya biar seru."

Peter : "Boleh juga..." (mereka pun pergi nonton, berkaraoke dan Peter mengantarkan Tina pulang malam harinya)

Hari ke 2:
Peter dan Tina menghabiskan waktu untuk ngobrol dan bercanda di kafe,
suasana kafe yang remang-remang dan alunan musik yang syahdu membawa hati mereka pada situasi yang romantis. Sebelum pulang Peter membeli sebuah kalung perak berliontin bintang untuk Tina.

Hari ke 3:
Mereka pergi ke pusat perbelanjaan untuk mencari kado untuk seorang sahabat Peter.
Setelah lelah berkeliling pusat perbelanjaan, mereka memutuskan membeli
sebuah miniatur mobil mini. Setelah itu mereka beristirahat duduk di
foodcourt, makan satu potong kue dan satu gelas jus berdua dan mulai
berpegangan tangan untuk pertama kalinya.

Hari ke 7:
Bermain bowling dengan teman-teman Peter. Tangan tina terasa sakit karena tidak pernah bermain bowling sebelumnya. Peter memijit-mijit tangan Tina dengan lembut.

Hari ke 25:
Peter mengajak Tina makan malam di Ancol Bay . Bulan sudah menampakan diri, langit yang cerah menghamparkan ribuan bintang dalam pelukannya. Mereka duduk menunggu makanan, sambil menikmati suara desir angin berpadu dengan suara gelombang bergulung di pantai. Sekali lagi Tina memandang langit, dan melihat bintang jatuh. Dia mengucapkan suatu permintaan dalam hatinya.

Hari ke 41:
Peter berulang tahun. Tina membuatkan kue ulang tahun untuk Peter. Bukan kue buatannya yang pertama, tapi kasih sayang yang mulai timbul dalam hatinya membuat kue buatannya itu menjadi yang terbaik. Peter terharu menerima kue itu, dan dia mengucapkan suatu harapan saat meniup lilin ulang tahunnya.

Hari ke 67:
Menghabiskan waktu di Dufan. Naik halilintar, makan es krim bersama,dan
mengunjungi stand permainan. Peter menghadiahkan sebuah boneka teddy bear untuk Tina, dan Tina membelikan sebuah pulpen untuk Peter.

Hari ke 72:
Pergi Ke PRJ. Melihat meriahnya pameran lampion dari negeri China.. Tina
penasaran untuk mengunjungi salah satu tenda peramal. Sang peramal hanya mengatakan "Hargai waktumu bersamanya mulai sekarang", kemudian peramal itu meneteskan air mata.

Hari ke 84:
Peter mengusulkan agar mereka refreshing ke pantai. Pantai Anyer sangat sepi karena bukan waktunya liburan bagi orang lain. Mereka melepaskan sandal dan berjalan sepanjang pantai sambil berpegangan tangan, merasakan lembutnya pasir dan dinginnya air laut menghempas kaki mereka. Matahari terbenam, dan mereka berpelukan seakan tidak ingin berpisah lagi.

Hari ke 99:
Peter memutuskan agar mereka menjalani hari ini dengan santai dan sederhana. Mereka berkeliling kota dan akhirnya duduk di sebuah taman kota.

15:20 pm
Tina: "Aku haus.. Istirahat dulu yuk sebentar."
Peter: "Tunggu disini, aku beli minuman dulu. Aku mau teh botol saja. Kamu mau minum apa?"
Tina: "Aku saja yang beli. kamu kan capek sudah menyetir keliling kota hari
ini. Sebentar ya" Peter mengangguk. kakinya memang pegal sekali karena dimana-mana Jakarta selalu macet.

15:30 pm
Peter sudah menunggu selama 10 menit and Tina belum kembali juga. Tiba-tiba seseorang yang tak dikenal berlari menghampirinya dengan wajah panik.
Peter : "Ada apa pak?"
Orang asing: "Ada seorang perempuan ditabrak mobil. Kayaknya perempuan itu adalah temanmu"
Peter segera berlari bersama dengan orang asing itu. Disana, di atas aspal yang panas terjemur terik matahari siang,tergeletak tubuh Tina bersimbah darah, masih memegang botol minumannya.
Peter segera melarikan mobilnya membawa Tina ke rumah sakit terdekat.
Peter duduk diluar ruang gawat darurat selama 8 jam 10 menit.
Seorang dokter keluar dengan wajah penuh penyesalan.

23:53 pm
Dokter: "Maaf, tapi kami sudah mencoba melakukan yang terbaik. Dia masih bernafas sekarang tapi Yang kuasa akan segera menjemput. Kami menemukan surat ini dalam kantung bajunya."
Dokter memberikan surat yang terkena percikan darah kepada Peter dan dia segera masuk ke dalam kamar rawat untuk melihat Tina. Wajahnya pucat tetapi terlihat damai. Peter duduk disamping pembaringan tina dan menggenggam tangan Tina dengan erat.
Untuk pertama kali dalam hidupnya Peter merasakan torehan luka yang sangat dalam di hatinya. Butiran air mata mengalir dari kedua belah matanya. Kemudian dia mulai membaca surat yang telah ditulis Tina untuknya.

Dear Peter...
ke 100 hari kita sudah hampir berakhir.
Aku menikmati hari-hari yang kulalui bersamamu.
Walaupun kadang-kadang kamu jutek dan tidak bisa ditebak,
tapi semua hal ini telah membawa kebahagiaan dalam hidupku.
Aku sudah menyadari bahwa kau adalah pria yang berharga dalam hidupku.
Aku menyesal tidak pernah berusaha untuk mengenalmu lebih dalam lagi
sebelumnya.
Sekarang aku tidak meminta apa-apa, hanya berharap kita bisa memperpanjang hari-hari kebersamaan kita. Sama seperti yang kuucapkan pada bintang jatuh malam itu di pantai,
Aku ingin kau menjadi cinta sejati dalam hidupku. Aku ingin menjadi
kekasihmu selamanya dan berharap kau juga bisa berada disisiku seumur
hidupku. Peter, aku sangat sayang padamu.

23:58
Peter: "Tina, apakah kau tahu harapan apa yang kuucapkan dalam hati saat meniup lilin ulang tahunku?
Aku pun berdoa agar Tuhan mengijinkan kita bersama-sama selamanya..
Tina, kau tidak bisa meninggalkanku! hari yang kita lalui baru berjumlah 99
hari!
Kamu harus bangun dan kita akan melewati puluhan ribu hari bersama-sama!
Aku juga sayang padamu, Tina. Jangan tinggalkan aku, jangan biarkan aku kesepian!
Tina, Aku sayang kamu...!"

Jam dinding berdentang 12 kali.... jantung Tina berhenti berdetak.
Hari itu adalah hari ke 100...

Katakan perasaanmu pada orang yang kau sayangi sebelum terlambat.
Kau tidak akan pernah tahu apa yang akan terjadi besok.
Kau tidak akan pernah tahu siapa yang akan meninggalkanmu dan tidak akan pernah kembali lagi.

isn't it a nice story? :)

i've got SUCKS marks.

2009-08-27T20:51:00.005+07:00

i know that i've been leaving my blog away. i play none of either facebook or blog. and i miss going online!!
i was so surprised when i saw my name on the notification-board. it is written that i passed for the IQ test to biology. damn stupid! i wrote biology on the first blank which means it's my favourite. it should've been chemistry! sh*t! and oh yes! i'm on the 7th row out of 20 other students. they said that it is the rank of those IQ test. well than. :)
it's only IQ test. we still have academic test which should contain 100 biology questions and i didn't attend it, because i'm suck in biology, i really do. i got 61 for my last exam, and i need to have remedial but i refused it. i disagree! i dont want to have test anymore. it's enough, though. :/
and i'm chosen into english extraco. and i was extremely happy at the moment. but, i still need to change my sports time. --"

this weekdays and next weekdays are full of exams. and i'm sure, bad scores are coming by.
i've tried hard, but everything is just in vain. i've tried hard for my math. but the fact, i can do none of them. i've always been this stupid. :(

on my next post, i'm going to show you about a very touching story.
it's a really nice story.
StephanieCandra*

school starts tomorrow.

2009-08-23T14:21:00.004+07:00

those cables on sofa made it.

mom made's pudding.

16 years old teddy. and it's wearing my shirty

*those edited photos were edited yesterday while i was waiting for my internet connection back to normal.

school starts tomorrow, i have exams and i have prepared nothing. i know i'll have bad scores. bad scores always come to me. that's what always happens and i hate it! i am never satisfied to my scores. they're all so awful.
i love going to school, i love teasing my friends, and i love gossiping! But, i hate exams. why must exams exist? GOD.

StephanieCandra*

i spread out everything! ><

2009-08-20T13:55:00.007+07:00

yummy ♥ martabak

doughnuts.

brother while he was waiting for us meeting dentist.

*pictures taken last Thursday

*pictures taken last Wednesday
i look weird in these pictures :(

hello visitors ♥ (if i have them) . lol.
am i talking to myself here? or maybe it's like writing what's on my mind in a simple blog.
saying about "what's on my mind", it's about status on facebook, isn't it? well, i've got lots of them but it's impossible for me to keep changing my status. or it's like i have written it, but by a week time, it will dissapear.
i have one that i really want to share and i don't wanna change.

STRANGERS , don't you keep on asking my name! Can't you see my name is written there beautifully?

EYES are given by God to SEE! not just for "pai sui" , so use it properly! And stop disturbing me on a facebookchat and keep asking my name name name!

*enough for my anger.

yesterday, after i woke up, i had thought of changing my hobby. so, i texted my friend and i told him that i want to change. FYI, my hobby now is sleeping. helloo. how can a girl keep on sleeping, right?
i like doing things which needs patients. i don't know why, but i just love to do it. it needs patients, so i'll be really mad if i can't finish it. that's me! =) However, i don't think i have a creative enough brain to think of what things to do. that's why. i wish for a more creative brain for my birthday, so that i can do anything which pass on my mind. my birthday is coming soon! :) but i don't wish for impossible things.

today is Friday, and tomorrow is going to be Saturday. and i have tuition! i HATE having tuition on Saturday.
3 days later, it'll be Monday. and from that day on, i'm going to have exams! and the terrible things, i haven't prepared for everything!
Monday, i'm going to have 2 exams. due to it's Monday, i'll meet Biology! my Biology exam last Saturday must be sucks! i can't do almost the whole thing of the questions given. i've studied hard but none of them out on the papers. such a !@#$%^&*

BlackBerry is such a flood. i can see it everywhere, can you? :)

StephanieCandra*

brastagi, 16 - 17th August

2009-08-17T21:29:00.007+07:00

it's because of the heavy rain last Friday. lol !

brastagi -

this one above is my favouriteee!

those are pictures taken @brastagi :)

helloo bloggviewer :)
tomorrow and this whole weeks are holiday, have i told you that? i guess yeah.
i really wish i could spend my holidays hanging out with friends, have lots of fun. but then, thinking of exams which i'll be facing next Monday, i'm getting dizzy. *hahaa* and i've to teach my brother again! chill .

let's change topic. i guess you guys are bored with my school life, eh? :)
i wanna talk about Marshanda now. lol. probably all of you guys have known her newest gossip. in my opinion, she's just throwing all her anger away by videos. perhaps. :)

HAPPY 64th BIRTHDAY, INDONESIA. :)

StephanieCandra*

my boring scul day :)

2009-08-16T11:18:00.003+07:00

soo. it's Sunday eh? it has been a long time since the last time i updated my blog. i wonder why my blog is getting even boring. lol.

i had a veryy busy week.
so, my english extraculiculer. i've had my test last Monday, and for me, that test is really difficult. it mostly contains vocabulary which i'm really lame at.
last Thursday i had my IQ test for either biology, computer and chemistry. i'm not going to pass that. lol. soo stupidd!
last Friday , i had the selection for M2C, just wish that i'll be in. hahaa.

tomorrow is 17th August 2009. it's the 64th year of our independence. HORRAY.
i wanna go to school, i wanna watch the competition. it must be funny. but then, i won't be there :(

holidays for a week, i should've said horray, but thinking of exams which i'll be facing the next Monday, i've got no mood to say horray. sigh maybe :(
i'm really stress of school's examss!

*kisskisshughug
StephanieCandra*

random fotos

2009-08-09T14:36:00.006+07:00

YEAH! my assignments.

broken --

my two lovely glasses. :)

before

after

my little little bro is playing laptop huh? lol.

today is SUNDAY. but still, i go nowhere. as always, i stay at home. what a nuisance Sunday i have in my life. i wish that my parents give me SOME freedom to go hang out with friends. :(
i've got a trucks of assignments to do, and i've got a tank of exams which are coming soon. god, school day pass so fast. i don't hate my class, but i hate my seat. so difficult to see my 3dimention whiteboard and besides, it's so dark. i'll capture it someday and you'll believe. :D

i spent my day DOING HOMEWORKS. how diligent i've been? improving, eh? *clapclap*
i need to learn those exams asap. wish for me.

thanks a lot for visiting my dead blog.
i love you! lol.

*kisskisshughug
StephanieCandra*

sorry

2009-08-08T18:33:00.002+07:00

im sorry. i know that i have a veryyyy dead blog. no wonder. im just like beingg so serious in studying thingy. not to be mean, but i really have to study hard. I'm now SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL, man! i must be much more serious in studying. there are a lot of extraculicer to get into. And i think, im in love to chemistry, as far as i've learned, i enjoy it A LOT.
what on my target : IMPROVE MY ENGLISH.
the first extraculicer i wanna get into, is English. and yeah, i've registered for it. i wish i can improve my damn stupid vocabulary. my girl registered for biology, chemistry and computer and so do i. i don't think i'll be able to get in those things, but i just feel like trying. :)

AND, WELCOME TO MY DEAD BLOG. :D

StephanieCandra ♥
-signed off-

horray to boredom

2009-08-01T17:05:00.008+07:00

what should i say? i'm really speechless - i've got nothing to say. nothing to do.
i'm really not in mood, not only for blogging. even fb-ing! GOD!

my 3 so cute thingss.

my 3 bags that i found when i was neating my wardrobe. :D

what i had for lunch last week.

waiting for daddy.
show off . lmao.
that's all!
StephanieCandra ♥
-signed off-

fun day

2009-07-27T20:08:00.004+07:00

today we had fun. simple reason, no mathematic , no stress.
after school, sylvia and I went to her house to have lunch, then we went to Jalan Bintang to buy hamsters. they bought 3 and i didn't buy any, because my parents wouldn't simply allow me. right from there, we went to BOBO petshop, which is located at jalan percut (i guess). after we bought hamsters; food, we rush to jordy's house. he is going to take care of those hamster until medelin come and buy another one.
we played with his rabbits , feed them , and we tidied hamsters' house. we went upstairs and they showed us magic. wow. they're awesome! they told me SOME tricks. (:

gotta go, got tons of homeworks to do.

StephanieCandra ♥

-signed off-

as i promise ya :)

2009-07-26T13:48:00.009+07:00

ready to gooo.

@mikie. i've seen a helicopter here before. lol.

daddy and brother. go-karting. lol.

brother and brother. wild riding.

brother and me.

going home.

ahh, it's too low.

sok emo. (:

this cute cute little baby i saw at mikie. ♥

awwww. cool mask!

the go-kart finish line.

pictures mean a lot. =]

StephanieCandra ♥

-signed off-

fever on the spot

2009-07-24T21:24:00.007+07:00

These pictures were taken right after I've arrived home from school. lol. a little bit lok like weirdo. hahaha. it seems like it has been a long time since the last time i capture myself. x)

So guys, do any of you are having any disease?

what i mean by disease, sort of fever, cough, flu and anything else could be. do any of you? :)

well, they're on the spot now. lol.

10 of my classmates didn't attend class today. and almost all of them are sick.

Take care of yourself, man! DRINK PLENTY MUCH OF WATER. it's the best way, though. (:

So, i've got good news and bad news at the same time about my class.

The good news, my teachers have shown us how fun they really are. but then, still, i have my math teacher, who is my form teacher that doesn't show us how fun she actually is.

The bad news, mathematic sucks! lol. i've never said something like this about math before. and now, oh so yeah! i realize it a lot.

feveronthespot.

StephanieCandra♥

-signed off-

scul day.

2009-07-21T20:50:00.002+07:00

goodnight.

i've got things to tell you! i've written a letter asking my principal's agreement to move me to x1.

but then, i don't know why, today, Manurung called me and Winny. and both of us are going to x9.

what? i want x1. but then, i think it's okay. so, i agreed him.

and now, i'm getting confused. must i move? i have had a-nice-class-but-too-plus-for-me class. besides, my bestfriend is there. and one more is on x1. x9? i've got FRIENDS not BESTFRIENDS.

aaahh. i'm really confused!

withconfusedmind,

StephanieCandra ♥

-signed off-

my not updated dead blog.

2009-07-20T21:26:00.002+07:00

i know i have a so boring yet dead blog.

i've been thinking. i thought that, nobody are going to type "www.stephaniecandra.blogspot.com"

because nothing's interesting here. it's a boring blog.

today is holiday. and i went to beloved brastagi. lol. what i say by "beloved" is a litle bit exaggerating. (: hahaa.

my dad brought us to mikie holiday. (pictures will be uploaded soon) and we had fun there. first game i played, the gold-rush-coaster. well, it's not that scary. because it's a short coaster. the one i played somewhere else is better. i'll never forget. (: just try to play it then. it does nice.

and we went to caldrone. that game is the best game i played yesterday. it's a new game. and it doesn't waste a long time for Q-ing. once you play, 32 peoples play at the same time. i've never went to ancol, jakarta. they said, there are nicer games there. i wish to go there some day.

indonesia are getting less safe now. those terrorist(s) should be ashame! how can they do that? they make peoples afraid! they're stupid. why must they do that? and those suicide thingy. it's nothing to do for. worthless.

it's a TOP news. you will find it when you were watching tv. ahh. you made indonesia worse in foreigners' eyes.

StephanieCandra♥

-signed off-

school days

2009-07-14T20:30:00.003+07:00

yesterday was the first day school. i was just so not brave like usual. when i saw sooooooo many students were standing on the field and anywhere. school was filled by them [ of course ] and i didn't dare to get in. hahaa. now i feel stupid :)

i was in the plus class ( not to be mean ) but, that's it. and i felt regret. plus class is sooooo stress, of course. and i have got 3 years stress. and i'm going to have those stress(es) again? :( i was lucky. sylvia, my girl is in the same class with me. but noviana isn't in the same class. she is in the X1. i wish to move there. but then, my brother suggest me not to move.

my form teacher is a MATHEMATIC teacher. and i don't feel like i like her a lot. but i think, she might be a nice teacher, though. i've got 8 new students on my class , and the rest, were 9A's and some 9B's [ not more than 3, maybe ]

i have a class with three air-conditioners. wow! but, they are 2 with not really workingg ability. and 1 more with can't switch on ability. special, huh? BUT. i have a class with mirror behind. the good things, easy to tidy ourselves. but the lack, difficult to do the test.

i wish to move to the X1. it is a nice class. and it is on the third floor. i wonder why they put X5 and X7 on the first floor. ahh. not gonna elaborate more.

StephanieCandra ♥

-signed off-

dead blog

2009-07-12T20:17:00.000+07:00

oh yes! i forgot a thing.

I HAVE A REALLY DEAD BLOG, i do realize it. :D

first day of school

2009-07-12T19:32:00.006+07:00

so, tomorrow is our first day of school. FINALLY! after a veryyyy veryy longg holidayy. i have been soooo bored. and okay, my friends have told me which class i'd be in. and i'm sure. i will be really stress. i'm ready for school. lol.

lots of my friends told me that BoysBeforeFlower which is well known as BBF , is a veryy nice film. i never give any respons to them. but now , i have to admit it.

BoysBeforeFlowers ROCKS! ♥

i haven't finished watching yet. yesterday, i have watched until the 16th episode. but, i have to returned it somehow :( but, i will buy! i really will! :)

StephanieCandra ♥

-signed off-

2009-07-07T20:17:00.005+07:00

my litta brother and mee ♥♥ isn't he CUTE?

this is the photo shot i took directly after i went back from dentist. you see any difference on my mouth? i guess yeaa.

these pictures were taken last sunday. :D still have more. but i just upload 1 or 2 pieces :)

i am sooo boredd. staying at home, and tomorrow is the election day. is it election? i don't know. let's tick SBY. lol.

andd, a few more days left. i'm going to school. i'm damn bored now. and i'm really suffered. i'm hell starvingg! what i can eat is something that is not hard. i can eat those soft things. ohh noo. i wanna eat pizza! :( i wanna eat nelayan's foods.

they said that it's hurt. but i dont feel hurt. it's just pain when i bite the hard things. but i'm okay now. i can talk really well. :D

and this is my last post about him.

i will really forget every sweet memories which he has given to me.

what he has done. and what he has said.

i really will!

i WILL NOT drop my tears anymore. it's enough.

WE'RE DONE. i am sorry.

StephanieCandra ♥

-signed off-

11 hours to go!

2009-07-03T22:26:00.007+07:00

10 days to go, i will wear this uniform everday! :)

my brother. he is going to primary. and he made me a nice pose yesterday :p

a very very red apple :D

picture shot : today! :)

it's almost 11 now. and and, it is 11 hours to go! 11 hours later, i'm going to dentist. ohhh noo. i just really really hope it's not as hurt as my friends said.

withlove,

StephanieCandra ♥

-signed off-

2009-06-30T21:29:00.002+07:00

those are some random photos day day before :D
TRANSFORMER is a VERY NICE FILM :D but, i think some people have different opinion. but i think, it's nice. BumbleBEE iss sooooooo cute. it could cry! lol.
that's all about todayy then. i dont know what to post anymore. yeah, dead blog. :]

withlove,
StephanieCandra ♥

-signed off-

2009-06-29T21:32:00.004+07:00

ahhh. days are so boringg :( just now, i was soooooooooo busy chatting with them. :))
i actualy have lanned to go to sun today. birthday girl has invited me. but then, i have something more important to do. :(
so, tomorrow, im going to watch TRANSFORMER at thamrin. hope that everything will go on fine.

withstressmind,
StephanieCandra ♥
-signed off-

i wonder

2009-06-26T18:24:00.002+07:00

i canceled going to dentist. just go there later. lol.
i wonder why some people don't update their blog anymore. they have a nice blog. but, i think, they just feel like wanna quit? probably.

StephanieCandra ♥
-signed off-

some photos from facebook that i dont have :D

2009-06-25T15:32:00.006+07:00

these are some photos that i saved from facebook. well, simple. i dont have it :D

well. well. well. i visited his profile. and i realized, i miss him a lot ! what i mean, it's A LOT ! well, i just hope that he is going on well now. living his own life, happily.
im going to dentist tomorrow. see what will happen. i dont wanna feel the pain :(

withlove,
StephanieCandra ♥
-signed off-

i cant imagine if i have it :(

2009-06-24T19:13:00.009+07:00

im sorry for my not-yet-finished-blog-post.
but , i am really tired keep on uploading and uploading. lol. i gonna tell you about what has happened today. i went to PRAMITA Lab , and i gonna set that kawat gigi? what is it in English ? brace? bactcle ? whatever. XD
ohh. i cant imagine if i have it. i cant imagine how hurt it'll be. ohh GOD ! :(

i have got a lot of photos on my sister's mobile . but, maybe ill just upload it later.
i will continue my not-yet-finished-blog-post later. lol. i gotta go. gotta let my sister go online already. :D

withlove,
StephanieCandra ♥
-signed off-